Saturday, January 14, 2012
It's in the back of my head, haunting me, rising up here and there... Masochism. What a disastrous evil affliction to have. I only know one person who can cater to it, and he wont barely talk to me. I want to feel nothing... he made me feel nothing, once. And in that moment he lifted my face with a soft touch and told me I was beautiful, and I felt beautiful, and real, and whole.