Christmas

As the end of September approaches, so does the beginning of one of the best months- and my favorite holiday- Halloween. Unfortunately, I realize that it's always daunted by the oncoming winter, and with it my least favorite day of the year- Christmas. Between never having money, a full family (or anywhere to go the last few years, period), or a lover... I really hate Christmas. I want to love it, but seeing as I can't remember a good one, it's hard to. The cold weather reminds me of it. And I'm just left here choking on my own self pity, holding back tears barely letting myself hope that this year might be different.